Imma Big Girl Now.

Thu, 11/19/2009 - 8:02PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 2 Views

Oh wow, I'm 15 years old. Like srsly  FIFTEEN. haha :) Alright, I'd like to make a speech dedicated to my fans out thr for letting me take this award home, LOL (wth!) Thanks tau korang for wishing me happy birthday, via facebook/phonecalls/msg/msn/talk :

Nurtasha Zuraidah, Fidartullah, Alif, Shakir, Asyraf, Qusyairi, Rudi Rushydi, Dora, Sabrina, Rosliyana (:, Sufian Kamarudin, Mardhiah, Hafieqa, Syahilah, Kyla, Na'im, Kak Sakinah, Muyassarah, Zafira Adlyn, Hyrul skins, Marianne, Affie Bongo,Suhaimi Rosli, Xin Yi,Taufiq Hidayat, HazelBarney, Aishah, Enqi, Melissa serena, Donald kee, Hafieqa Ismail (:, Nigel, Zuriati, Ledy Ika, Vivian, Kendrick Goh, Junaidi. Did I miss anyone out? I think not. If I did sorry (:

To Kyla Johari, Nur Syahilah & Ho En Qi for writing a post for me:

Korang Is The best. Sayang korang banyak sangat ah ^^! Reading your post almost made me wanna cry, just remembering of all those times we spent w each other, good or bad. It doesn't really matter if it's good or bad because I really appreciate having both of you in my life. It is a pleasure :) I love korang  banyak sangat sesangat sangat <3.

Yesterday was kirekan best jugak la, thanks to: Nurtasha Zuraidah, Alif, Rudi Rushydi, Asyraf, Shakir (: They made my day awesome liddat. But the day wasn't planned well, sorry korang :(  here was how it went: The budak lelakis went out early to ECP, to book th place and all but then I called & told them change of plans cos, sikit orang. Then they had to patah balik to Causeway, cos I decided to go Orchard, and they were already at bukit panjang or smth liddat. HEH. then they called and told that dorang nk pegi Safra Yishun to main pool or smth liddat ah, so meet at Northpoint. Then Amal meets Tasha at Causeway Bns, trained to Northpoint and met them. We wanted to sapedek first, cos we were HUNGRY KIDS. so went to Mcdonald's and guess what we did instead of eating, we only sat thr, and planned whr we wanna go. So since Amal punye bday, we went to watch movie either: Astroboy or 2012. so we decided to go to Causeway Point, cos Northpoint nye mcm mahal liddat. bought tickets, makan( I ate Korean Food !) then wayang time and we chose : 2012! it and it was boleh tahan la. I'll gve it 4/5 liddat. After that kite pon BALIK. so Dora & Kyla, I'm sorry but I dint take any photos la :( maybe cos one thing I look sick yesterday and also the rest, except Tasha , Tak nak. Oh and I got a present from Rudi :) It is cute . Thanks awak ^^! So that was all yesterday. Thanks korang <3

 

& for now It's tribute for my 14 year old self !  Heh: )

The End.


BUBBLE.

Tue, 11/17/2009 - 5:43PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 1 Views

1 DAY LEFT,

but come to think of it, I don't think I'm looking forward to it much anymore. Well we'll just see how things will turn out.


Liars will set on fire.

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 11:56PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 2 Views

"Don't make promises you cannot keep."

-bold it, underline it, remember it.-

because I don't deserve this kind of treatment, and If you don't wanna be treated like it, then don't treat others like that.


Pissed On You.

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 11:43PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 2 Views

Ah crap la.

why does all this shit happen on the frigging day?

It's so unfair.

I mean, I only ask for ___ ___, but oh no.

Whatever la.

creepy, yet kinda cool.

 

SAYA MAHU KELUAR DENGAN ATIQAH BTE ASRI <3

since i'm bored i'm gnna start putting random stuffs that comes to my mind on this blog. so have FU-UN.

haha, that  is so Kabadi. ^^!

LOL, studying w Ruknesh , Tasha and Khairi. Ruknesh took this. cool shit or what.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOL, kay tak tau how to rotate the bloody photo.

but cool right.it's th only tree whose leaves ar brown. sadly, it was cut down.


ON THE CLOCK.

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 7:59PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 3 Views

SAYA SUKA INI ^^ !


countdown to the day ^^!

Mon, 11/16/2009 - 6:29PM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 3 Views

EH LIKE 2 MORE DAYS LIDDAT !

p/s : I think I'm gnna be too sick to celebrate. BOO!


Crazier.

Wed, 11/11/2009 - 3:52AM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 0 Views

SUUP \m/ !

How have you been hanging? Anyway, spent my week of holiday at school. so, Ive been busy, having movie marathons at home. Tmr, is papa's birthday, and most probably maybe celebrating. maybe. byth way kan korang, 8 more days tau. to the awesome day :E Go figure. HEHE \m/ !

And again, _______________.

end, nothing to talk.


Ouch.

Tue, 11/03/2009 - 4:45AM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 1 Views

Happy Advanced Birthday To Zafirah !

Stay awesomely cute and funneh ! :E sayang Fira ku <3

I know I dont' have rights anymore about it, but I just can't help it because it hurts to see ______ with person. yes, I was the one who did it, so I don'thave rights or a say in such things, but It just hurst kay. So just lemme be, for now. I'll adapt to the pain. 


Regret.

Sun, 11/01/2009 - 4:59AM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 2 Views

Happy Birthday to Nur Syahilah Bte Sadikin !

I'm sorry for the late wish, eh no. I wished you in advance.so, happy birthday, again. Syaku yang amat disayangi, as far as I've known you, you are the best friend people would longed for.I wanna thank you very much for being there when I was at my worst.Thank you for lending me your ears when I needed to talk.Thank you for lending me your shoulders when I needed to hug or cry. You're a really pretty girlfriend and I'm glad I know you. Stay nice and pretty, kay.

I'm feeling pretty gutted these few days and come to think about it, I found the reason why. I do regret doing what I did, because it made me lose someone nice and awesome. I suppose I was really angry, that's why I did it. But now I realise, I was stupid and reckless and didn't know the outcome of it.

Now I feel lost and very, very wrong. I know that that someone might think I deserve it, but yeah. I really think I deserve this.However, I just wish that that someone would truly forgive me for doing that mistake and this time, sincerely because I don't wanna end the friendship with' em. I don't want it to end at all actually, not this way anyway.I love that someone as a friend and I need that someone to be there for me when I'm struggling.I wanna thank that someone for whatever that that someone has done for me, or to me because I believe that everything happens for a reason. Now, I think that it's time for me to let go of that someone, but emotionally la. I will still want that someone to be a part of me and I will look up to that someone as an oldar sibling. That is, if that someone is willing to accept me back into his life as a friend again , which I just wish that someone does.I know that that someone is angry at me right now and again, I seek for forgiveness. I do want things to go back to normal, but I think It'll take time. So I'll try my best to do what I can , so till then I'll be waiting.

Thank you very much, Ziyad for the advice. I'll see what I can do.

End , Amal.


Why?

Tue, 10/27/2009 - 7:40AM by Amal Lina 0 Comments - 1 Views

I let this go on for way too long. & now I don't know what to do.

Yeah, you may think I'm an ass for giving you that letter and thinking you didn't care, whatever shit. To tell you th truth, now I feel stupid becos I'm scared of losing a friend. I know you may be thinking " regret it." But I'm fifty-fifty liddat. Now I don't want this friendship to end, I just feel wrong right now. Lemme work some things out for awhile, I try to make it better.

"misunderstandings are hard to work out." but I'll try my best to make things work.

And you, I'm sorry.I feel bad for ruining things like this. I just don't wanna think too much. I'm sorry.

 

I am really messed up. I am a mess. & I owe special thanks to them, for cheering me up and making me sane again.

Thank you Enqi Ho.

Thank you, Syahilah.

Thank you, Aqilah.

Thank you, Tasha.

Thank you, Alif.

Thank you, Khairi.

Thank you, Zahirah.

Thank you, Filkhairi.

Thank you, Aminn.

Thank you Zuriati.

Love korang manymany <3


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